if we where so in loveit was  how could u tell me ta nevea talk ta u again…..

how could u walk outta my life time an time agian…

how do u look right threw me…..

how that fuck do u go 6 months with out even tryin ta make contact….

bekuz it wasnt LOVE

it was LUST…

LUST of tha heart….

that tha hardest LUST to realize….

but i glad….

glad that before i trusted u….

i tested u….

u passed all except tha final exam

an now ur stuck

an om hurt bekuz i was pullin for u ta win

i wanted u ta be tha lady…

“i grew old wit”

“who my grandkids kalled nana”

“i kalled my queen”

“who would have been my WIFE”

but instead i jus want u ta be tha lady who outta my life….

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